julia child ruined my life last night

So it's just an exaggeration, but I seriously felt that way for a while. I felt so sorry for myself that I didn't have something of my own that kept me going through this crazy life. Like I always thought I would find some interesting hobby and then I could be known as Rachel who does _______________. I don't have any hobbies. I mean I absolutely love my job, but would never call it a hobby. Anyway, watching Julie and Julia made me realize that I had never found my life-changing hobby. Does "life changing" need a hyphen? I have no idea! Ryan would know...

Two saturdays in a row have been empty on the calendar. I couldn't believe I didn't have anything to do! I sort of feel bad for not participating in graduation yesterday. I guess that was something to do. I didn't really feel like making a big deal about it. I got my masters, yay. That's all I need.

I ate so bad yesterday at dinner! Ryan took me out to Macaroni Grill to celebrate graduating. I guess I could have said no, but that would have been rude. haha. Anyway, the food was amazing and to top it off we got Coldstone afterwards! Ugh, didn't even finish my ice cream and that's probably a first for me. Delicious night, but now I need to fix it today and walk about 3 miles later.

Grace is absolutely amazing and I could not imagine my life without it. Thank you God for loving me unconditionally all the time, no matter what.

My hobby needs to be my faith and my I struggle with following Jesus. That should be enough to keep me going right?

Heal my heart and make it clean

Open up my eyes to the things unseen

Show me how to love like you have loved me.